Drowning.

Okay. it's our spring break and i decided to share one of my poem that I write months ago. It's about one girl who are torn of killing her self because of depression, being broken and not good enough.

DROWNING

I think it's funny how the person next to you

can be depressed, broken, self-harming and bruised

and no one will notice

Not parents, siblings, friends, teacher, NOBODY

She's fighting her own demons

You see her smile, not her pain

You hear her laughs not her cries

Her eyes say she's broken and brushed and needs help

When she was young she dreamed of being a teenager parting until 4 in the morning

Now it's 4 in the morning and she's debating if she should take her life or not

She's fighting demons and she's loosing

"you cut because you're an attention seeking whore"

But what they don't understand is that it takes a lot to get the point of turning mental pain into physical pain

Her sparkling shinning bright eyes are now dull and lifeless

The demons are eating her alive

When you look away she stops smiling and starts to cover every inch of her skin in clothes

She pushes her friends away hoping they will help her but all they do is walk away and never look back

In public she is one laughing taking funny pictures and making others laugh

But behind closed doors she flips of that mental switch and cries her self to sleep

She's dying and you don't even notice

But when you do notice that she is broken she's been to the point of no return and back

She cut to deep and took the pills

And there is only one person to blame and that's

SOCIETY!

Take care of yourself.

YOU ARE LOVED.