Get To Know Me

Hi! I'm Nicole but people around me call me Nicola :) I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times. I wonder what people think of me too much,and I'm way too judgemental. My heart is big, but I have my selfish moment. I love to be alone. Every song on my iPod has a special memory or a regret behind it. I don't like going through old pictures because I miss what used to be. I tend to over think things and trust way too many people. I have the people I'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people I wish would just disappear. I don't cry very often, but when I do, I can't stop. I hate the word goodbye and I wish it didn't exist. I hate liars, though I lie myself. I have secrets hidden that even I don't know. I'm still finding things out about myself, so don't be quick to judge.

I've fought dragons. I've been thrown inside an arena to kill 23 other kids. I've fallen in love with a fallen angel. I've experienced life as a zombie. I've been to a school with witches and wizards. I've killed with my mind. I've been a nameless mermaid longing for the world above. All because of books. It's pretty safe to say that sometimes I like books more than people.

I love vegetable and fruits i consider myself a vegetarian even though i ate some meats haha. My favorite color is Purple, Black and White. Regarding personal style, my answer would be... I don't know. I really don't have a particular style. Who says we have to? I dress up depending on how I feel. Sometimes, I'd be all nerdy. Sometimes, grunge. Sometimes, really girly. Sometimes, just plain weird. I could go from super bad gangsta to a boyish look. Weird? Yeah.

I'm that one girl who have big dreams in life but also wishing she never exist in this world.

but what really scares me is that im average im not really good at anything or really beautiful im going to live an average life with an average job an average income and die an average death with an average funeral and nobody is going to remember me... 

XOXO

NICOLA :))