is it a crime to fall in love to girl? It's my first time ever to fall in love to a girl and i don't know if I'm already a lesbian or just bisexual, but i fall in love to both boys and girls so it means I'm just bisexual. At first i think its just normal feeling like i just like her because she is beautiful and it feel like I'm just jealous to her, she is my classmate, she's sweet and she have the best smile ever.
A few weeks ago i feel like i already feel like my love crush on her is turning up, i secretly look at her ever single moment, when she smile at me my heart is like about to jump on my chest, can you believe it that she put her hand in my shoulder on time i almost turn to tomatoes on that day i can't stop smiling i feel but she also blow me some kisses 3 times already i fall in love to her deeper and deeper everyday. Is it okay? Is it weird to find her when she is not in the room? or when she is absent? and wondering why? then can't wait till the day to be over and wake up again go to school and find her? I always wanted to look at her when it's our break time. But seriously i get really jealous when other girls hold her hand or sit beside her, i don't know i just get really jealous and i cant understand it! Her sneeze and laugh I'm so addicted to it, I will never get tired listening to her sneeze or laugh is that sound weird? ha ha yeah. She make me happy everyday but she don't know it and its okay, brightens my day with just one glance, the sad thing is we never talk....
I'm just so in love in everything she do but the thing is I'm in love to a boy too but i am more and deeply in love to her. Your confused well don't ya worry ME too i am so confused to my feelings! but all i know i really like her and nothing more maybe I'll just enjoy myself falling in love to her more and more until my heart give up and realize we can't be together because she don't like girls to be her girlfriend? Yes or maybe no!
FALLIN' FOR YOU "i am trying not to tell you But i want to, I'm scared of what you'll say, So I'm hiding what I'm feeling But I'm tired of holding this inside my head...I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout ya, I know what to do, i think I'm fallin' for you"
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