Lost Girl

hi. I don't really don't know what to blog this week so i just decided to share what I write about that one lost girl. I write this blog September 29,2013 in a piece of paper while I was bored at school. :) x

There was this one girl dreaming a happy life. Every night she keep imagine things that are impossible to happen. She cant stop imagining those things in her mind at night until she fall sleep. She love listening to music because it was her only way to escape on this unhappy and judgemental world. She loved being alone but sometimes she hate it too. She was too shy to everything that even when she's wearing a sweater she still want to hide her hands on the jacket. She was sensitive that every word that she don't want to hear make her really mad but she still keep the sweet smile in her face. She had a hard heart to everyone who hurt her, she never forget those people who make her cry and broke her. People always bully her because of her weight. She loved being alone because no one was really there for her. No one help her when she was unhappy. People around her always think she was happy everyday of her life because no matter how broken she is, she was still smiling and making the other people laugh or smile. She don't trust a lot of people and she don't have a lot of friends. She doesn't even know if she really have a real friends. Music is her best friend, the real best friend. Every people who are important in her life don't know her anymore. She was afraid to fall in love already because of whats happen in her past. She fall in love so hard 3 times and her heart been broken 3 times also and those heartbreaks are her most nightmare in her life. She teach herself not to get attach to guys easily. She can still feel the pain in her heartShe never saw herself happy already the way like before. She can't forgive those people who break her into pieces. She's afraid to laugh at loud or be happy so much because the last time she do that something wrong happen. She feel so talentless. She feel like she's the biggest mistake in this world. She was know as the outcast girl and the biggest loser in school. She cant share her opinion on everyone because she's too afraid that people labeled her opinion as lame. People make fun at her as always and it ripped her heart when she hears them laughing while looking at her. Every time she closed her eyes all she can see was her unhappy memories and those people who hurt her. She want to revenge to everyone who hurt her but she doesn't know how to do it. And now she cant already picture how beautiful life is. She cant find herself because she was lost already in a dark world and no one is trying to find her!