Dare to dream the IMPOSSIBLE.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be a Disney Princess. Then I wanted to be a ballet dancer, then a singer, then a doctor, then an artist, then a cinematographer, then a theater artist, then just a photographer, then a 3D animator, then a fashion designer (but I don’t know how to draw), then a record store owner, with a fashion label, and then finally now all I wanted is to be an writer.

I have real problem with staying in the same place for a long period of time. By “space” I mean head space, really. I constantly need to be creating and trying new ideas…and then I move on. I’ve always been this way ever since I can remember. By the time I finish something, I’m already thing about what else I can do. I struggle with this blog sometimes because my direction changes sometimes I start to think about redoing the whole thing and sometimes I’m writing some lame blogs that think people wouldn’t like it. When people ask me what I do, I have a hard time answering them. “I’m writing a poem, stories and I do blogs” seems to make the most sense to me, but obviously that would seem like boring hobbies to others.

This year I’m focusing on studying trying to pass my tourism course and writing some poem and stories then share it on my blog. I've creating a life that I want. Everyone deserves that for themselves, don’t they? Every time I can feel myself giving up already I’m just thinking about my dream and whispering to myself “I can do it, Stay Strong.” To be honest being strong sometimes is so hard too especially when you’re holding that word (Stay Strong) for a very long time already.

Writing is not my first love, but I fell in love to it when I'm lonely, the times no one was there to save me from my loneliness and when no one is there to give me some advice in my problems. I remember one day, I just grab a one pencil and a scratch paper and i just started writing with my thoughts about getting my first heartbreak, after that I continue making it and became one of my hobby until now.

It's just a hobby! But I want it to be my lifestyle hobby now. I want to study how to be a professional writer and maybe SOMEDAY I'll be working at a Magazine Company in New York (dare to dream).

To achieve that dream, I will first going to finish my course Tourism (I'm going to stick with that, even it's not really what i want) and when I've already got a job and earn enough money, I will move in New York City (or anywhere else in part of America) then study there and have a proper job.

It's like an impossible dream for me and for the other people but I will make that impossible dream to be possible. One day people will see me living my dream already because of the work hard.

If you can dream it, You can do it - Walt Disney

.....and you, what's your dream? (: